Revamping..

Yeah... like my new blog looks.. Especially the pink bear.. Do you?? ^.^

Terrible Hair Cut...

Oh no.. Oh no.. my hair.. suddenly turns so short..

and looking at what WB posted from our gatherings yesterday.. the back view of my hair.. my long hair.... gone!!! suddenly regretted that i actually had it cut off.. oh my...

Just went to a new place to have my hair cut after so long... well.. din reli like the stylist.. as he doesn't know seems like he got his own idea or style in mind.. basically he is cutting as how i instructed him to.. which i myself also unsure.. oh well.. will have to find another one again.. this one just failed..

I guess.. better luck the next time.. haha

LiNg~

I stared in the air.. dunno why..

I do not feels hungry.. dunno why..

I feels so heartless at work.. dunno why..

Nothing seems to feels right.. dunno why..

why why why why... why am i feeling like this..

Time will heals i guess...

Bless me with strength...

Let me be strong!! I will be strong!! I'm strong!!

LiNg~

Even though it really hurts when u said "there are no more feelings".. but i'm glad we had try to wk something out of all these..

It sounds hard to start over again.. but we must believe we can work it out.. Love ya..

LiNg~

石欣卉 - 爱也不爱

你离开我身边 我想是你肤浅
看不出珍贵的宝石在眼前
我离开你身边 你不再是威胁
想和谁约会都无所谓

自由from now on （不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
享受from now on （不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候 曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

你不在我身边 我不觉得抱歉
没有我的温度你夜夜在失眠
我不在你身边 你有再多后悔
我依旧和谁狂欢都不惭愧

自由from now on
（不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
（不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候
曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

What is happiness?

Why is happiness so hard to find.. I dun not like the feeling of waiting.. i do not want my whole life waiting.. waiting for an answer, waiting for an end.. Why do i always have to wait? Wait for him to settle his band stuff.. wait for him to find the feelings.. will i be waiting & waiting.. and in the end i realize that i had waited for nothing.. will i??

i need strength to carry on.. i need energy to carry on.. i need courage to carry on..

I believe what all i want & hope for in life is very simple.. but why is it still so hard to achieve it... haiz.. Life is such a misery for me right now.. Pls let me move on and be happy!!

LiNg~

You are not there when i needed you..

Im disappointed..

I'm sad..

I'm not happy..

LiNg~