I stared in the air.. dunno why..

I do not feels hungry.. dunno why..

I feels so heartless at work.. dunno why..

Nothing seems to feels right.. dunno why..

why why why why... why am i feeling like this..

Time will heals i guess...

Bless me with strength...

Let me be strong!! I will be strong!! I'm strong!!

LiNg~

Even though it really hurts when u said "there are no more feelings".. but i'm glad we had try to wk something out of all these..

It sounds hard to start over again.. but we must believe we can work it out.. Love ya..

LiNg~

石欣卉 - 爱也不爱

你离开我身边 我想是你肤浅
看不出珍贵的宝石在眼前
我离开你身边 你不再是威胁
想和谁约会都无所谓

自由from now on （不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
享受from now on （不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候 曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

你不在我身边 我不觉得抱歉
没有我的温度你夜夜在失眠
我不在你身边 你有再多后悔
我依旧和谁狂欢都不惭愧

自由from now on
（不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
（不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候
曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

What is happiness?

Why is happiness so hard to find.. I dun not like the feeling of waiting.. i do not want my whole life waiting.. waiting for an answer, waiting for an end.. Why do i always have to wait? Wait for him to settle his band stuff.. wait for him to find the feelings.. will i be waiting & waiting.. and in the end i realize that i had waited for nothing.. will i??

i need strength to carry on.. i need energy to carry on.. i need courage to carry on..

I believe what all i want & hope for in life is very simple.. but why is it still so hard to achieve it... haiz.. Life is such a misery for me right now.. Pls let me move on and be happy!!

LiNg~

You are not there when i needed you..

Im disappointed..

I'm sad..

I'm not happy..

LiNg~

I'm tired.. I'm not so sure anymore.. I'm lost..

I dunno if this is what i had wanted.. I dunno what to do.. I dunno if it shd be continued..

What shd i do??? Or what shd be done?

I reli dunno~~~ all i can think of is to cry cry & cry~~~

Somebody help me pls~~~

LiNg~

So.. disappointed ..

You are a liar.. i hate you!!

I tried so hard to give you times & space for your own time.. for something i am trying to like even though i reli dun like.. cus i know you like so i give in & try.. for 1 whole months.. i try to endure.. Just when i tot my efforts paid off, your things had ended.. suddenly i realise.. it seems like it never gonna end, there are sure more to comes.. maybe i am just not your priority.. other things are.. maybe i just not tat impt after all..

I reli cannot stand breaking your promise.. i said many many times that i cannot tolerate that.. i had asked you this thing 2 days ago.. if you know you are coming.. you shd have arrange your thing in advance mah.. even bring one extra sets of clothing along.. such simple things.. you also cannot plan ahead meh.. how many times like tat le.. i am reli getting tired of it..

I am reli reli disappointed..

LiNg~