Sammi - Forgiveness

Forgive them for they don't know what they do Lord
And give them the strength to stay true

Crying everyday, I know I'll never see the day,
When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be saved
I know that you love me and You know I love you too
Everybody's letting go but lord I found you

I stay blessed with myself
Cause it's a test when I walk out
I puff my chest at Life's endless challenges
I wanna participate and create
But there's a barricade within me
Wake up and back to sleep
Energy depletes
Now I'm feeling' dead like a eulogy
The duality
Of what's real and what's lies
I feel the vibes
Of chaos and design
I got a cup link
And I got it straight pimpin'
Rock shades at night
Cause my loneliness is blaring
The only choice I got is fear or love
Success is to be with the L.O.V.E.
GeeStyles
I dougie'd a vision
God shows me a path through intuition
It's divine decision
It's the moment I'm catching
If it's a battle for the mind
Then all day I'll be blasting

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Day to day I prayed
Hoping today is a better day
So many wasted, knocked down, and easily swayed
Living a life of this self hate, how do we begin
To sin, no win, and no openin.
Kids getting abused by pills... what a waste
They take not knowing their life will soon break
Life is too short for that kinna game
it's not worth it, it's so lame and I proclaim that it's no one to blame.

I've lived the life I've loved to live
Taking back all my life I serve to give
Soldier on all the hate I can't feel the bliss
Loving from the inside I can't feel the kiss
One life that's all there is
Real life, is where hell begins
Man killing man! Is the main cause of it
Fight for your right is all of this

Save me lord
I never meant to be this way
I'd given up on everything and all I had was pain
Oh why, why do we play these games
I’ve given up my everything to be with you

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Back from HK Trip and Sammi New Song..

omg... i'm so damn tired after trying to unpack the luggage bags after the trip.. still struggling.. need a small break.. haa...

The HK trip was very nice!! Weather is cooling.. not too hot nor cold.. Though it's very damn tiring with all the walking & rushing of MTR during the last 4days.. But still it's fun & interesting.. Enjoy the lifestyle there... And i already missing the 许留山 drinks there.. haa.. I will definitely be going back there again.. (^_~)

Oh ya.. bought Sammi latest album there too.. Love her and the new song!! ^-^

疲れる! 超累的! Been so busy this weekends.. so many things to do.. All the cleaning up and painting.. so damn tired!! Like so long din do exercise.. sweat!! haa.. But it feels good.. sense of accomplishment that i felt.. haa..

Bao.. 你也辛苦了! Must rest well and be prepared for our trip k!! heez.. Me too.. Gotta start packing for HK le.. getting excited?!?! wooh.. (^-^)

GD in new style again...

He dyed back his hair to black.. but still as cool & stylish as usual.. Wished that i'm there.. the performance was so high.. haa...



Also.. very soon.. GD is holding his 1st solo concert in Korea!! 5th & 6th Dec'2009.. 我超想去的!! But no money.. no leave and no time... saving up for next year perhaps.. =P

Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra

BTW.. Came across this video.. the girls are pretty and cool.. the song is nice

Felt bad that i wasn't able to help you out today as promised.. ごめん!!

Whole day at home trying to do the itinerary.. but so many info(s) & things to search and look for... 疲れる!

Dinner with Summer later at BPP.. long time din see her le.. shd be able to have some good chats.. looking fwd... =)

This Love - GD Version

So cute.. really love this vers more.. (n_n)

It's cooking day.. ^-^

Yeah!! Successful dinner cooked.. Yummlicious de fish & chip, mashed potato and waffle!! haa...

范曉萱&100% - 管他什麼音樂

The dance - choreography by Xiao S.. Quite cool.. interesting.. fun.. (n_n)

Everything doesn't go smoothly today.. feels so tired - both emotionally and physically..

Some good music to relieve the unhappiness...

Haiz.. I miss home-cooked food so much!! So sick of eating outside food le.. have to keep thinking of what to eat everyday - from breakfast to dinner.. 是累的啦! Y_Y

So envy of those whose mom are cooking at home.. 真是非常幸福的小孩!

I WANT.. home-cooked food!! =P

My eye is so itchy and dry.. Been for weeks, but still not recovering.. think it's the weather again.. now it's red and kinda swollen.. Ulcer and sore throat too... sick....

I'm gonna sleep early today.. after dinner.. rest awhile.. going to bed! haa..

Music Video of GD - A BOY

New song.. New hairstyle.. New fashion style.. New dance.. So cool... Love it! (^-^)

真是太高招了。。遇到了“高人“。。

你说的每一句话，”它“都能撇的一清二楚。。 反说是你的不对耶！

原来一山还有一山高呢！

我们应该向”它“多多学习啊。。

我简直就是精疲力尽。。被炸的干干的了。。

为什么有这样的人。。 害我天天要TO。。

人啊人！合群一点好吗？就一点也好嘛。。

累啊累！超累的啦！！

Butterfly by GD

Nice mv.. Nice song.. something i like.. ^-^

oh no... was in quite a good mood just now as finally friday again.. Rest day again..

BUT..... tsk tsk tsk.... Was rather upset when i read the letter.. Why cannot lehz?? Reli sianz half... haiz.. >_<

Wonderful Weekends......

Had such a great & nice weekend.. Fri.. Sat.. Sun.. all the way till Mon... I'm very happy with the time spent together.. Enjoyed the food, the place, the chats, the adventure and many many more.. tks... (^-^)

yeah... long weekends.....

超开心的啦... monday on leave.. yesh!! Rest day.. and long weekends.. feels so relax..

Promise that i will be planning the itinerary for our HK trip.. therefore gonna be busy gathering more info(s).. and i'm so excited and so looking fwd to it right now... haa...

btw.. it's GD again.. new style again..

你的用心我看到了,也感受到了...

Thanks for everything... (^-^)

CYON Ice Cream 2 (LG LU1600)

好想.. 好想... 好想买!!

The 2nd generation ice cream cell phone.. looks better and nicer that than the 1st gen.. looks more like a cell phone as compare as well.. haa... liked the color.. pink!! so nice... but not sure if singapore have this... so gonna visit the LG shop outlet to check it out... (^_~)

Dun understand why..

Some ppl just dunno the word "cooperation"..

Some ppl just like to make the same mistk again & again & over again...

Some ppl just cannot follow std procedure...

I'm so tired.................

I Don't Care - Unplugged Version

seeing something new.. cool remix.. especially the part where GD rapped.. Love it!! He's simply too cute!! haha

Awww.. looking at how my dear friend so blissfully married.. I couldn't help but feel so touch about it..

It's so so so sweet... Those photos posted at FB.. so "xin fu".. so nice. so SWEET!!! I'm so happy for my dear friend.. (n_n)

It's still Mid-Autumn Festival just an hr ago... now it's past.. and i'm still waiting to eat the Disney ice-cream mooncake..was so much looking fwd to eat it just now.. but now... no more appetite anymore... zzz..

But am glad that i had this song to accompany me thru' the night... (^-^) Even w/o his cool "blonde" hair.. he still looks so cute.. simply love him and this song sooooo much!! haa...

Solo song by G-Dragon..

what a day...

The weather is super hot.. was sweating like hell..I missed the fun!!! so many things that doesn't went smoothly today... so sianz.....

Hope to be able to go back there to cycle & exploring the place again!! That would be so fun...

Anyway watching G-Dragon MV again.. cheering up abit.. so cool when he's singing.. and loved the evil smile from him.. haha..

Bought this Kido Daruma HP Strap with Screen Wiper on Monday.. Isn't it cute... heez.. Love the way it was hanging onto my hp.. though it's kinda big.. heez.. Bought the pink one! represent endure-ness... geez..

说了你又不听，听了你又不懂，懂你又不做，做又做错，错又不认，认又不改，改又不服，不服又不说。

This best describe my feelings right now... So to conclude.. Some thing is better to be left unsaid....

Korean Star....... G-Dragon

G-Dragon (real name: Kwon Ji-Yong)... the leader of the Korean hip-hop group Big Bang. He began training under YG Entertainment at the age of 12.. After 6 years of vocal and dance training he made his debut in 2006 as part of Big Bang.

Music Style: G-Dragon's music bases on Hip Hop

Fashion Style: G-Dragon has drawn attention from many through his sense of fashion. He usually wears London street fashion, and likes to have unique accessories to accompany his style

Korean Food & Music...

Went to this Korean restaurant at Iluma.. Though it was kinda exp.. but the food was very nice.. love the rice cake.. yummy!! (^.^) must find another day go try the other dishes.. kee..

Btw.. saw this MV there at the restaurant.. This guy is very cool isn't it.. (Heartbreaker by G-Dragon )

我不想~我不想~不想长大~长大后世界就没童话!
我不想~我不想~不想长大~我宁愿永远都笨又傻!

Let me live in my small fairy world! haha..

五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐

Have you wonder... 快乐是什麼? 什麼是快乐?

The article.. Car Crash Seatbelt Injury?

Read this from the internet..

"Understand that the body is working to try and heal itself, so don't freak out when it takes time. The more you can relax, the faster the healing process will be."

Am glad & grateful that my pain is not as worse as others, at least i can still move ard & start working.. Well.. at least i know that this pain is normal and what i am going thru' right now is normal too.. Hoping not to worry so much about it..

Rest & Relax.. is all that i need.... ^_^

Who am i??

Actually i just wanted to be a simple & kind person.. but i realise.. it's hard! Why is it that ppl ard you are like that, in order to blend in.. you have to become like them? It's like this there.. outside.. you have to talk & said things that ppl would like to hear? you have to change to suit them?

Sometimes i wonder am i reli of such person.. sometimes i just wanted to be myself, living in my own world.. no politics.. no need to think.. just do wat i like.. laze ard.. watch dvd.. gaming.. sleep..

I tried so hard to be more friendly, try to create conversations with others.. but i guess i'm just not those type of person.. I don't speak well...

I guess.. i need somebody to lead me instead of leading that person??

I'm so tired... so sianz... so confused...

oh my.. seems like so many things to do this week.. the days passed so fast that i din even notice.. Friday tml le.. so fast.. I'm so tired & so uncomfortable everyday.. so sianz.. I can't slp well, can't work well nor eat well.. I needs lots & lots of painkiller & sleeping pills!!

Reli hate this feelings.. all the discomfort at the chest... Hope all this go away more faster!! I need my normal life back so badly...... Y___Y

But i'm glad to have all the care & concern from so many of you.. esp to Bao.. who accompany & worry for me all these while.. appreciate lots... ^-^

Oh no.. the weather is so hot and humid... at this moment, drinking a glass of COKE with ICE will be so nice... isn't it... haha..

What is accomodate?

I learn a new word today.. Accomodate.. is making one thing compatiable with another.. Heez

Bao said that i've grow up.. I'm so happy to have hear that.. Heez..

Tks for the tolerance & accomodating.. Appreciate it lots lots.. Hope to progress & grow up with u more more.. ^_^

Finally the last day of my leave le.. had to go back to work tml le... T___T

Anyway had a very nice week and birthday this year... Tks bao for all the surprises, accompany, cakes and the present.. Appreciate and love it!! ^.^

The Genting trip last week was very fun... loved the weather & environment there.. 3D2N seems abit short this time.. haha..

yeah.. yeah.. yeah.. one more day to Genting... so looking fwd.. keke..

Just met up with one of my ex-colleague for dinner.. woot.. had sakae and MOF dessert after that... am so full right now... We had this red bean wdumpling & Sesame ice-cream.. nice!! I love it... ^.^

OMG!! I'm feeling so sick.. feels like vomiting.. why does it have to be so uncomfortable every time..

Gosh.. hope this feelings go away soon... sickening~~~

T_________T

IPod Touch

Bought an Ipod Touch today at Ion Orchard.. yeah.. It's so cool.. planning to download alot of application / games / itunes.. Very enthu in exploring around the website.. =P

Ion Orchard..

Went to Ion Orchard yesterday and today as well.. quite a big shopping mall with quite alot of shops...

Just shopping thru' the 4 levels of basement is enuff.. so many food stalls.. there are so many jap ones.. looks so delicious... and many with long q.. woot.. so many ppl..

But then i had such a nice weekends.. enjoy it so much!! (^-^)

Holidays.. Leave...

I'm so looking fwd to the Genting trip!!! Do you? =)

So looking fwd to spending more times with Bao "outside SG".. ^-^

So looking fwd to spending my Bdae "outside SG".. ^.^

So looking fwd to be away from work.. ^_^

Though still far away.. but counting down everyday!!! wahaha....

HK Drama - 同事三分親

Was watching this drama recently.. been chasing for more than a month le bah... haha.. It's a long drama.. 200 plus episodes.. but the story was nice.. There's a title for every episodes, different interesting things happen each episode.. It's touching, funny and you might realize something at the end of the show..

It's definitely a nice to watch show.. Recommended for sure!! (^_^)

Japan Fair at Plaza Sing...

The sausage was sooo nice.... love it!! must try must try.. yummy!!

Wanted to try the crepe as well.. smells so nice.. ^_^

It's a wonderful weekend.....

Had a fabulous weekend this week.. Finally went to Tampinese 1 on Saturday.. did some shopping, bought some clothes & replenish my biscuits.. so did Bao - bought some clothes as well.. heez.. Went to Manpuku for lunch.. there's alot of stalls inside, all the food looks so delicious.. yummy!! like the curry rice.. =)

Wake up early for breakfast a KFC on Sunday.. had the porridge which i've been looking fwd to.. keke.. After which rented a VCD, watched with Bao at home.. how relaxing & nice.. Ate dinner at CCK park and went Lot One to walk walk.. bought this Pussycat Dolls CD at only $10.. haha..

The feelings of our love is back.. no unhappiness at all.. Love that!! Let's wk hard together to keep this forever.. ^-^

Yeah... I won a single CD today~~~

Woot.. guess what.. i won an autographed "张芸京-单曲CD" today thru the radio prog.. haha..

Din even have the thought that i will get the CD, just wanted to send in for fun since i also very free at the bus stop waiting for the bus... never did i expect to receive a SMS to ask for my address.. at the very first, was kinda doubtful.. unbelievable..

Woot.. who knows... surprise.. surprise.. I WON!! wahaha.. It's kinda funny.. =P

Yummy Noodle.....

YEAH!!! my mom cooked today.. though was not something fanciful.. just some simple fried noodle..but i ate like 2 big plates.... so nice!! Loved it~~~~

LiNg~

Revamping..

Yeah... like my new blog looks.. Especially the pink bear.. Do you?? ^.^

Terrible Hair Cut...

Oh no.. Oh no.. my hair.. suddenly turns so short..

and looking at what WB posted from our gatherings yesterday.. the back view of my hair.. my long hair.... gone!!! suddenly regretted that i actually had it cut off.. oh my...

Just went to a new place to have my hair cut after so long... well.. din reli like the stylist.. as he doesn't know seems like he got his own idea or style in mind.. basically he is cutting as how i instructed him to.. which i myself also unsure.. oh well.. will have to find another one again.. this one just failed..

I guess.. better luck the next time.. haha

LiNg~

I stared in the air.. dunno why..

I do not feels hungry.. dunno why..

I feels so heartless at work.. dunno why..

Nothing seems to feels right.. dunno why..

why why why why... why am i feeling like this..

Time will heals i guess...

Bless me with strength...

Let me be strong!! I will be strong!! I'm strong!!

LiNg~

Even though it really hurts when u said "there are no more feelings".. but i'm glad we had try to wk something out of all these..

It sounds hard to start over again.. but we must believe we can work it out.. Love ya..

LiNg~

石欣卉 - 爱也不爱

你离开我身边 我想是你肤浅
看不出珍贵的宝石在眼前
我离开你身边 你不再是威胁
想和谁约会都无所谓

自由from now on （不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
享受from now on （不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候 曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

你不在我身边 我不觉得抱歉
没有我的温度你夜夜在失眠
我不在你身边 你有再多后悔
我依旧和谁狂欢都不惭愧

自由from now on
（不再需要烦恼今天又该为你做什么）
（不再需要傻傻为你坐在家里等候）
孤单from now on
当我需要肩膀的时候
曾经熟悉的依靠 forever gone

爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
总觉得快乐很快乐 但是寂寞很寂寞
爱也不爱 噢嗬 （现在的生活）
虽然是过得很轻松 却始终缺了贴心的感动
（我很爱 也不爱 现在的生活）*4

What is happiness?

Why is happiness so hard to find.. I dun not like the feeling of waiting.. i do not want my whole life waiting.. waiting for an answer, waiting for an end.. Why do i always have to wait? Wait for him to settle his band stuff.. wait for him to find the feelings.. will i be waiting & waiting.. and in the end i realize that i had waited for nothing.. will i??

i need strength to carry on.. i need energy to carry on.. i need courage to carry on..

I believe what all i want & hope for in life is very simple.. but why is it still so hard to achieve it... haiz.. Life is such a misery for me right now.. Pls let me move on and be happy!!

LiNg~

You are not there when i needed you..

Im disappointed..

I'm sad..

I'm not happy..

LiNg~

I'm tired.. I'm not so sure anymore.. I'm lost..

I dunno if this is what i had wanted.. I dunno what to do.. I dunno if it shd be continued..

What shd i do??? Or what shd be done?

I reli dunno~~~ all i can think of is to cry cry & cry~~~

Somebody help me pls~~~

LiNg~

So.. disappointed ..

You are a liar.. i hate you!!

I tried so hard to give you times & space for your own time.. for something i am trying to like even though i reli dun like.. cus i know you like so i give in & try.. for 1 whole months.. i try to endure.. Just when i tot my efforts paid off, your things had ended.. suddenly i realise.. it seems like it never gonna end, there are sure more to comes.. maybe i am just not your priority.. other things are.. maybe i just not tat impt after all..

I reli cannot stand breaking your promise.. i said many many times that i cannot tolerate that.. i had asked you this thing 2 days ago.. if you know you are coming.. you shd have arrange your thing in advance mah.. even bring one extra sets of clothing along.. such simple things.. you also cannot plan ahead meh.. how many times like tat le.. i am reli getting tired of it..

I am reli reli disappointed..

LiNg~

Music Video by 羅志祥 - 撐腰

Was at home very boing.. so happen to be surfing the net just now.. came across this song by Xiao Zhu.. found this MV so cute.. Xiao Zhu's expression is so funny & so de kute.. kekez.. so many artist 友情客串.. Xiao S ah.. Da S ah.. Jacky Wu ah.. Jolin Tsai ah.. and etc.. Plus the last part where Xiao Zhu's mother also appear.. Loved the MV!! ^.^

LiNg~

LG KF350 - Lovely Sweet Ice Cream Handphone...

Went to TBP today.. happen to saw this LG phone.. find the color very nice & soooooo sweet.. thinking of buying it now!! w/o contract is S$338.. kinda exp.. but i reli reli like that phone.. cus the color.. the design all so nice.. both white & pink are nice.. so tempting!! How ah? How ah?

方大同 - Sing A Long Song

Love this song so much.. Khalil's voice is so nice..

LiNg~